shadyscrazy

Hey I am hurt once again, how many times can a heart be broken before it's beyond repair... I def think my heart is at that point... Just when I think I am able to open up and let you in, you destroy me... I really was falling in love... something i'm sure I will never do again, how can you say you love someone so much and still hurt them so much, I guess I deserve the pain, I guess if I were to ever be happy I wouldn't know what to do, I've never really been happy before so I guess I don't really know what that feels like... I'm torn and broken all because of you!  I guess i'm done with girls I know I will never let my guard down again!  I w

You took away my warmth, the only comfort that I had. Late at night when I needed someone to put a smile on my face, there she was with her cute little button nose, and that loud purr that sounded like a stalling motor, I would lie down under the covers and no matter where you were you'd hear me wisper your sweet gentle name and come running from anywhere in the house, i'll never forget the little patter of your paws as you would creep your way into my room and jump on the side of the bed. You would paw at the top of the covers as if to say, mom let me under so I can cuddle up and sleep with you. Once I would lift the covers you would run und